Threads of Fate

I can keep confirming that her and I truly are meant to be.

The bond continues to grow ever so strongly.

M, I love you. You are truly a blessing to my life.

It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do everything lightly. Yes, feel lightly even though you’re feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them. I was so preposterously serious in those days…Lightly, lightly—it’s the best advice ever given me. So throw away your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That’s why you must walk so lightly. Lightly, my darling.

Favorable Outcome

Patience is definitely a virtue. To be patient requires knowledge and strength. Not many can bear with waiting for too long. Our selfish instincts tend to kick in and take over, forcing us to make decisions based off momentary emotions, which isn’t always a good thing. If one can manage to remain adamant and strong throughout the bad, the reward at the end is truly very well worth it.

This entire month has been a roller coaster of emotions and experiences. Although I walked into it all well-knowing what awaited me, I do have to admit I faltered many times. I was not prepared entirely for what I had to endure, but I was able to pull through and keep my promise.

I can now remain next to the beautiful angel that was sent to me and support her throughout the whole way. She has finally agreed to take my hand and trust me. I have not needed to take Xanax for the past two days because we are finally with one another once more. She is slowly recovering, and it will definitely take a long time before she can gather herself entirely, but I now have the strength and patience I need to get her there.

There was a boundary between us from the start that I was not aware of, and once it was torn down, everything immediately made sense, and thanks to that we were able to push ourselves forward. This woman still remains very beautiful, genuine, honest, intelligent, funny, knowledgeable and as wonderful as she always has been. Once we get through this, she will flourish into something far more beautiful and stronger than she is now, and I truly cannot wait to see that day.

As long as she continues to hold my hand, continues to trust and believe me, we will surely continue moving forward. I have never loved and will probably never loved and devote myself to anyone like I have with this wonderful person, and I have to make sure she knows that forevermore.

Je t’aime, M.

As are you, my princess.

You’re half my soul and spirit.